So sick of being fat

I am so tired of trying to eat healthy and then binging! Its tryving me insane. Yesterday I had my worst binge ever! I probally had about 3000 cal! I cannot believe that. My body is sick of it, my mind is sick of it.

So I am going to try and stop, I will try not to binge for a week.

I am stronger than this, I can defeat it!