I am so tired of trying to eat healthy and then binging! Its tryving me insane. Yesterday I had my worst binge ever! I probally had about 3000 cal! I cannot believe that. My body is sick of it, my mind is sick of it.
So I am going to try and stop, I will try not to binge for a week.
I am stronger than this, I can defeat it!
Saturday, May 9, 2009
Sunday, February 15, 2009
Social life is very tiring
Well the Pres are oveeer! I was so happy when the final bell went. I was practicually bouncing off the walls.Not expecting any As but sure right now I am too tired to careLife is well. Am on midterm break now. A week of bliss. You can taste the freedom. Its like the last few days before summer holidays. Everyones minds are thinking about there summer plans and not focusing on exams at all. I hate exams in some ways in other ways I love themOn friday it was Sineads Birthday Party. We went to the Chinese in Midleton. Food was nice enough. Then went to see " Hes just not that into you" It was good. The cinema was filled of nackers though. Urghh I could feel the nackerishness. It was like eleven o clock when we left the cinema. We went into tescos and Sinead got kicked out cause she was hidding under clothes.. I was like okaay whatever floats your boat. But the man goes to me you are with her get out. I was like well.. I am not shopping at tescos anymore. I shop at Lidls. hehe
When we came out anyway I couldnt find mom and she kept on trying to ring me but my phone doesnt work as she knows. And suddenly all you hear from the other side of the car park JADE!!!!! I jumped out of my skin and ran liike lightening to the car.
On Saturday I went to Mahon with Fiona and Emma. I felt so old, everyone in Mahon point is like 12 years old. I prefer town but town has no cinema. So its Mahon or Midleton.I went to see The curios case of Benjamin Button. I swear to God its the most boring film in the exsistance of films. My legs were killing me also as I had been swimming that morning. It was four hours long. It was late when we got out and all the shops were closed. So we got some hot chocolate and listen to this with cream and mallows! Yuuuum I only had half the cup it was so rich.
Anyway I shall leave you on that note...
Miss J
XXXXXX
When we came out anyway I couldnt find mom and she kept on trying to ring me but my phone doesnt work as she knows. And suddenly all you hear from the other side of the car park JADE!!!!! I jumped out of my skin and ran liike lightening to the car.
On Saturday I went to Mahon with Fiona and Emma. I felt so old, everyone in Mahon point is like 12 years old. I prefer town but town has no cinema. So its Mahon or Midleton.I went to see The curios case of Benjamin Button. I swear to God its the most boring film in the exsistance of films. My legs were killing me also as I had been swimming that morning. It was four hours long. It was late when we got out and all the shops were closed. So we got some hot chocolate and listen to this with cream and mallows! Yuuuum I only had half the cup it was so rich.
Anyway I shall leave you on that note...
Miss J
XXXXXX
Social life is very tiring
Well the Pres are oveeer! I was so happy when the final bell went. I was practicually bouncing off the walls.Not expecting any As but sure right now I am too tired to careLife is well. Am on midterm break now. A week of bliss. You can taste the freedom. Its like the last few days before summer holidays. Everyones minds are thinking about there summer plans and not focusing on exams at all. I hate exams in some ways in other ways I love themOn friday it was Sineads Birthday Party. We went to the Chinese in Midleton. Food was nice enough. Then went to see " Hes just not that into you" It was good. The cinema was filled of nackers though. Urghh I could feel the nackerishness. It was like eleven o clock when we left the cinema. We went into tescos and Sinead got kicked out cause she was hidding under clothes.. I was like okaay whatever floats your boat. But the man goes to me you are with her get out. I was like well.. I am not shopping at tescos anymore. I shop at Lidls. hehe
When we came out anyway I couldnt find mom and she kept on trying to ring me but my phone doesnt work as she knows. And suddenly all you hear from the other side of the car park JADE!!!!! I jumped out of my skin and ran liike lightening to the car.
On Saturday I went to Mahon with Fiona and Emma. I felt so old, everyone in Mahon point is like 12 years old. I prefer town but town has no cinema. So its Mahon or Midleton.I went to see The curios case of Benjamin Button. I swear to God its the most boring film in the exsistance of films. My legs were killing me also as I had been swimming that morning. It was four hours long. It was late when we got out and all the shops were closed. So we got some hot chocolate and listen to this with cream and mallows! Yuuuum I only had half the cup it was so rich.
Anyway I shall leave you on that note...
Miss J
XXXXXX
When we came out anyway I couldnt find mom and she kept on trying to ring me but my phone doesnt work as she knows. And suddenly all you hear from the other side of the car park JADE!!!!! I jumped out of my skin and ran liike lightening to the car.
On Saturday I went to Mahon with Fiona and Emma. I felt so old, everyone in Mahon point is like 12 years old. I prefer town but town has no cinema. So its Mahon or Midleton.I went to see The curios case of Benjamin Button. I swear to God its the most boring film in the exsistance of films. My legs were killing me also as I had been swimming that morning. It was four hours long. It was late when we got out and all the shops were closed. So we got some hot chocolate and listen to this with cream and mallows! Yuuuum I only had half the cup it was so rich.
Anyway I shall leave you on that note...
Miss J
XXXXXX
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Today!
Hello tout le monde
Ca va?
Bon je prends.
Well the Pres are going okay
Not expecting any As but sure right now I am too tired to care
Life is well. Mid term break is soon. A week of bliss. You can taste the freedom. Its like the last few days before summer holidays. Everyones minds are thinking about there summer plans and not focusing on exams at all. I hate exams in some ways in other ways I love them
Only four more to go before freedom!
Friday is Sineads birthday party, Going to the Chinese and Cinema. Not sure if I like Sinead. As long as she doesnt annoy me all is okay.
Saturday Fiona and Emma are coming to my house. We are going to get ready for town and then go.
I added Stephen as a friend on bebo, lets hope he accepts. Not that I like him or anything.
Sinead G is driving me insane. I think she thinks the only reason I want to meet up in town with her is to get in her brothers pants. Please do me a favor I am not trying to get it on ( lol ) with some 17 year old. I do have morals.
He is good looking though but no I spent almost a year with him in my mind I seriously need to get over it. See it not him
Okay weirdness. I am I know
I wonder maybe because I have embraced life. Stopped thinking Poor me etc that my life has improved
Miss J
XXXXX
Ca va?
Bon je prends.
Well the Pres are going okay
Not expecting any As but sure right now I am too tired to care
Life is well. Mid term break is soon. A week of bliss. You can taste the freedom. Its like the last few days before summer holidays. Everyones minds are thinking about there summer plans and not focusing on exams at all. I hate exams in some ways in other ways I love them
Only four more to go before freedom!
Friday is Sineads birthday party, Going to the Chinese and Cinema. Not sure if I like Sinead. As long as she doesnt annoy me all is okay.
Saturday Fiona and Emma are coming to my house. We are going to get ready for town and then go.
I added Stephen as a friend on bebo, lets hope he accepts. Not that I like him or anything.
Sinead G is driving me insane. I think she thinks the only reason I want to meet up in town with her is to get in her brothers pants. Please do me a favor I am not trying to get it on ( lol ) with some 17 year old. I do have morals.
He is good looking though but no I spent almost a year with him in my mind I seriously need to get over it. See it not him
Okay weirdness. I am I know
I wonder maybe because I have embraced life. Stopped thinking Poor me etc that my life has improved
Miss J
XXXXX
Sunday, January 18, 2009
Today babeey!
Well today was good managed to achieve a few mini goals of mine. See other blog.
Apologised to Miss E. Apologising is a sign of a good charachter anyway she sayed thats grand! So alls good in the hood there. Thank God I was really missing her.
I went swimming this morning I loved it Absolutly blooming loved it. Was so peaceful and relaxed only a few other people in the pool so I felt really good swimming. Tranquil. Felt in my own world not having to worry about lanes and getting in peoples way etc.
Moved all my studying gear into my room. So the goal of making my room a Sanctuary will have to be postponed or worked around. Studied there today didnt get distractede at all at all. So I felt my studying intensity was so much better.
Tommorrow I am going to try and wake up at 5am to study for 2 hours before school. Will tell you tommorrow how it all goes.
Played scrabble today with the parents. Good game yet vatti is very competitive. Quite frustrating as I am the same.
Talked to Marc today. He i going to send me to an Irish College during the summer. Yesh! Cant wait!
Going to go,
Toodles,
Miss J
X
Apologised to Miss E. Apologising is a sign of a good charachter anyway she sayed thats grand! So alls good in the hood there. Thank God I was really missing her.
I went swimming this morning I loved it Absolutly blooming loved it. Was so peaceful and relaxed only a few other people in the pool so I felt really good swimming. Tranquil. Felt in my own world not having to worry about lanes and getting in peoples way etc.
Moved all my studying gear into my room. So the goal of making my room a Sanctuary will have to be postponed or worked around. Studied there today didnt get distractede at all at all. So I felt my studying intensity was so much better.
Tommorrow I am going to try and wake up at 5am to study for 2 hours before school. Will tell you tommorrow how it all goes.
Played scrabble today with the parents. Good game yet vatti is very competitive. Quite frustrating as I am the same.
Talked to Marc today. He i going to send me to an Irish College during the summer. Yesh! Cant wait!
Going to go,
Toodles,
Miss J
X
Thursday, January 15, 2009
Mixed Emotions
Today was a tiring and challenging day. Miss F is a funny fish she thinks I am using her. Cant believe it I dont use people I just dont. I love her shes such a great mate. I told her this and she seemed happy after that. Am glad as she is honest. Tommorow I might send Miss E a note just saying I am sorry and all that. For my own personal happiness I want to become friends with her. I tried explaining this to mom that my life is mine. Its about me and no one else. This sounds selfish but here me out okay. It makes me happy when others are happy so therefor to become happy one of my facets of my happiness is to make others happy.
I am thinking of reviewing my goals now that its mid january. Just make them more defined.
I need to sort my time management so much!
Toodles for now
X
I am thinking of reviewing my goals now that its mid january. Just make them more defined.
I need to sort my time management so much!
Toodles for now
X
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Thoughts today
I decided to make this blog officialy about my day to day life and not about goals. I have made a new blog for strictly goals.
Today was a good day in the later stage of it. this morning I felt like crying for no utter reason. I just feel my life is so boring. I am on a treadmill slowly walking along.
Miss J got her hair cut into a sort of bob, its lovely it really defines her face well.
I was speaking to miss L last night apparently Miss C is feeling really down about friends and everything I decided I would speak to her today. I hope she realises I am here for her. Miss R is still in hospital, cant believe she is actually in hospital I love her to bits how can she be abusing her body like this ( miss R is anorexic) I hope she is Ok. School is really lonely with out her.
Miss S is driving me mad I feel my anger rising at the thought of her. I was talking to Miss C and Miss E while walking to Centra and apparently she just likes to wind people up like that. No wonder people are not all too fond of her.
Today I could not go swimming as when mutti picked me up the car decided to break down, Perfect time for it. Must go swimming on Saturday and Sunday.
The Pres are soon am studying like a loon on loon tablets. Ie alot.
Hate buisness so much rubbish to cover. Urghh!
Anyway am going to go now and check my to so list. Do as much as possible tonight. Then make a new one tommorow.
Love and hugs,
JadeyX
Today was a good day in the later stage of it. this morning I felt like crying for no utter reason. I just feel my life is so boring. I am on a treadmill slowly walking along.
Miss J got her hair cut into a sort of bob, its lovely it really defines her face well.
I was speaking to miss L last night apparently Miss C is feeling really down about friends and everything I decided I would speak to her today. I hope she realises I am here for her. Miss R is still in hospital, cant believe she is actually in hospital I love her to bits how can she be abusing her body like this ( miss R is anorexic) I hope she is Ok. School is really lonely with out her.
Miss S is driving me mad I feel my anger rising at the thought of her. I was talking to Miss C and Miss E while walking to Centra and apparently she just likes to wind people up like that. No wonder people are not all too fond of her.
Today I could not go swimming as when mutti picked me up the car decided to break down, Perfect time for it. Must go swimming on Saturday and Sunday.
The Pres are soon am studying like a loon on loon tablets. Ie alot.
Hate buisness so much rubbish to cover. Urghh!
Anyway am going to go now and check my to so list. Do as much as possible tonight. Then make a new one tommorow.
Love and hugs,
JadeyX
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